Poem - The Selfie

Are there times when you look at your face in a mirror, in a photo or when taking a selfie and suddenly you catch a glimpse of the younger you? Someone you half‑remember. A face which is both yours and not yours. A face softened by the years that you didn’t feel passing. Do you ever find yourself studying the creases on your skin - the wrinkles that weren’t there before? Do you ever catch a glimpse of the spark that once was and somehow still is? 

In THE SELFIE I am trying to capture that moment, the one when you really look at yourself. When you simultaneously see yourself as who you were and who you are now.


THE SELFIE

My mobile’s at arm’s length,
What do I see?
Whose is that face
Looking at me?

The blue eyes look older,
The smile lines are deep,
Though they sparkle with fun
And the secrets they keep.

There’s laughter still hiding
In corners of time,
And echoes of youth
In each softened line.

I search for the girl
I once used to know,
In the gaze of the woman
That the years came to grow.

And though she seems distant,
Not the same as before,
She lives in the stories
Her mature features store.

So I lower my phone
As my lips start to smile 
I’ve was her, I still am…
Though she was lost for a while. 

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